B-day Gift

this is a "gift"... for the birday of Moriko... a good client and very patient one :3... 

also some news, with this my situation is declared, normalizing.. since my father (i hope) will not take any more my money, and has a good "sponsor"... (while i keep doing images for him he will pay me to cover my bills).. i´ll be able to finish all the other works i have now.. sketches and so... i´ll not take more commisions from others if its not necesary... if it is (which means that my father took again my money) i´ll let you know...

this may explain why i been delaying in my works, need money means need to do other works.. and have very short time to do them..  but while i can pay the bills with the help of a single person, i can also work on others without delaying more.. :3

the plan is this year finish all and start the next as fresh as a letuce... :3

in other news the duggestions comes to make a "pregnant" pak... with some of the pregnant images i did to another customer.. but will not be on sale until i finish the others..  the characters will be choosen ran"doom"ly if i need to draw an extra image to complete the pak...

and the image that will be only seen in my blog (due its not guro at all) will have a continuation.. for me i think will be different storylines so the first suggestion.. "pregnant and limbless" is 1 of the favourite ideas, other is to cook her... so will be some images around.. when i finish... 

thanks for your suport..

Japanese is over.... for now

Heres is your friendly and a bit stressed artist Hitori... with some anouncments to .... erh.. anounce...

1.- i been forced to do some errands for my family... thats is the main reason i´m delayed with all your commisions... but fortunately, the things are going swiftly enough with my parents job that i might not be bothered as often as i get the last months so i´ll have more time to work. Spect more images published here.

2.- The Plan: as I realize an "inventory" of all the works i still need to do, mos of them are now sketches or line art.. the most hard works are almost done.. just 1 or 2 still waiting to be done though. So the plan is, to Finish all the Workload Before this year ends, i´m getting funds from a good customer, just enough to survive so i´ll be very selective, if i do not stop taking commisions, for now and until the year ends.

3.- The schedule for the works for now. there are some urgent sketches works that i need to finish, and also the good customer that is helping me, for now those are priority. the "limless pak" would be done for the end of the year, and if eveything goes alright also the "Pak Cut in pieces"... as, i hope, a surprise for Halloween. not much hopes for that last one though.

4.- my Absence here and in Guro chan.... and for that matter, all my galleries (~3~). some of the sketches and lastest commisions have been private, so respecting the customers i must not upload them until they give the permision. Also, i dont like to make blog entries without at least something important to say or something to show. now i have the 2.

5.- Right now, i would be apreciate your help with donations, even a single dollar will be helpful... and remember those "every $100 in donation is a free for all image here"... well i havent forgot about them so, as soon as i finish all those are the next to be done and will be published... suggestions are welcome too.

6.- about the title of this entry. yes.. i needed to stop, as my father needed money i was helping him.. his situation improved but not enough to he repayme to pay the japanese next course, so we decided (my father and I) to wait until better times. For now i must study by myself...

Thank you for your support.

for now a urgent commision, it might get a continuation, all depends on your suggestion... post them in the C-box on the right of this blog

Hard Work

Me again... with some news...

First.- i just organized my emails and finally get rind of some of them that were now just junk... and take notes from those who are for lated commisions. now i know exaclty what are those who i owe a commision for sure and are less than i though... specially after the one who was blaming me for being a scam dissapeared from my shedule... belive me, was too many and hasnt time to do them... anyway... i can focus now in finish those old ones and priorize the ones for those clients who are supporting me right now...

Second.- due of the first point, i needed to suspend the Pak production, the Limbless pak... but now i can finish it and will be ready now... i cant do a pak per month as i planed at the begginin of the year but there will be more paks... the next after the limbless is the "cut in pieces" and then well, must be planed. So, all of you who bought a limbless pak will receive it soon...

Third.- the $5 dlls sketches have their own button here in the blog, if you want one just push the button, but will be sheduled after the last one who bought a sketch... first come-first serve... and belive me, the are much sketches i need to do.  the Sketches are up to 2 characters and with no background

Fourth.- the hunt of the job, which is supposed to help me to get money for bills instead of the drawings, well, its a failure, hasnt find anything. and lately my father took the money a saved for the bills (paid the last bills but the next month still undure), so lately i start to feel that all my work was for nothing.. no money for bills and no money for me... so spect a low energy from me for a while..

Finaly.- here are the sketches i done so far... at least are the ones i can share with you... the commisioners are anonymous, or i dont remember them but same efect XD

PD: maybe i forgot which one must not be here but just tell me and i´ll take it out...

bankruptcy

i have no money anymore...will search for a job... i will no stop drawing, but will not be the same....

BTW: theres a donate button from Payza.com (formerly alterpay) ... if you want to donate feel free to do it.. i´ll try to draw something at nights but...

thankyou and sorry...

I´m CURSED!!!

Actually all my family are cursed... belive in curses or not.. we are...

FACTS:

-At family workshop: all the employes start to get sick misteriously by a misteriously illness, we though that was something on the food they buy around the place but they made their own food so all the posibilities of an intoxication was descarted. Then we though that something in the air, and again nothing, theres no other industries around in miles, and the D.F. (Mexico City) is one of the most contaminated cities so we are strong againts more contaminants than other places that are no cities. Then the last fact for this, one of the familiar of one of the employes get sick of something similar to Cancer (if my information is right) or at least is somethin serious that they needed to operate her, again wasw all of a sudden, no other simtoms and the most recent diagnosis before that she was clean. or so i heard. Others who dont get sick just stoped to come and theres no new employes who wants the job or they come to ask and never came back again.

-At Family: to my Father the clients stop to pay him and his contacts, and now hes been forced to sell someof his furniture (audio sistems first) to pay his bills, which are huge O30... and to make it worst, his car, a minivan, start to broke, the engine is failng and in no time it will die, he needs around $16000 Mexican pesos to repair it (change it new technically speaking), about $1500 USD aprox.. a bit less cause the USD price in mex is rising O30...
My Sis and Mother are always sick (headaches and or flu) and no medicine helps them
Me, a constant drowziness that make me fall asleep infront of my PC, even when i sleep "well" the last night. i admit that i have a very tiny focus hability and tend to stop at the middle of something and do other thing then back to my work.. but the drowzyness is new... I need to take some medicine to keep me wake ups and full aware of what i´m doing.

Family History: this is more, "why we belive that its a curse and not just bad luck".

from my moms family there were always a tradition of mediums and psiquic habilities that make us victims and fighters of this kind of treats, and because that we achieve as a family a "happiness" that in mexico is very  rare, most of the families at this time are fightin for the heritage of the house and money.. the dam money, but we solve those things even before the problems exist, so many people arround us, specially other family members from outside of close family hate us and envy us... cause that envy we belive they call curses over us to try to make us apart of each other and make us fight... now we think they are focusing on our money and recourses.
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Now, at the half of the next month, after all i survived here and try to understand and deal with my family i have no money again... at least not enough money ...

Im forced to search for another job (yes, i´ll never work at family´s workshop but because since ever i hated that kind of work), i´ll not stop drawing, but until i get money to pay bills, my shedule and all the works i need to finish will be slowed down again... sorry for the bad news...

Right now i´m focus on the unfinished pak, and some old commisions... and i say... any donation to help me will be welcome, cause this time will help not only me, but my family...

You choose to support me, and i keep failing, i wont blame you if you stop supporting me right now... Sorry

work in progress for a client, some details will be changed, but to show you that i´m working hard O30

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And an offer, just for the blog: (i´m very desperated) $5 USD sketches like the one in this blog entry, delivered imidiatly, until i reach the goal of this month... up to 2 characters and no background...

-for this you must add me to your MSN chat and taks directly with me through it, i´ll be on today...

                             MSN: monkeymagic100@msn.com

 HELP!

Shame!! =3=

Today, i just noticed 1 little but important thing... i have not seleld nothing... so i have $0 this month...

under other circunstances i would simply finished the last pak and started the other and start selling it but this time, as i´m finishing the works i left because i needed money back then, well i´m unable to finish the pak right now... wich was almost done...

I really dont wanted this, cause i dislike to get money just like that without offerin something... call it Equivalent Exchange that i give you my art and you well, your money... but right now i cant offer that, not right now... But also if i get no money and dont pall my bills, well will be no more art...

i ask you to help me gather $200... if what the person who i failed first do what i think he do,  i would need $100 more cause PayPal will take the first $100 and will give them to him... finishing finally that nightmare that stupidly i created O30... if Paypal wont take it i´ll tell you, still in the first chance i´ll give that money back to him... i must...

In exchange, well i dont know what to give back to you people, again i feel bad for asking for Donations, specially after i failed to someone... but 1 thing i can offer you is again, made public other images from my pay-per-view page, wich still isnt my most benefical page but at least give me money from time to time.. but almost every 6 months so i cant cout on it in times like this =3=..  another thing, well... i dont know... any suggestion is welcome.

Can offer free lineart images for those who donate more that $20, but be aware that will be finished after and only after the images i need to finish... wich i´ll make the list public soon...

Also, i offer every finished pak in $5 USD until i gather $200, so if you dont want to donate but want the paks this is your chance...

I´m in your hands now... You will decide with your donations if i continue drawing or run out of busyness...

(image taken from this Tumblr : http://avengeit.tumblr.com/post/23213255577)

Troubles ahead...

my mistakes and delayment now blows in my face... and the one who personificates it will be spreading the word that i´m a scam.. and maybe i am.. not on prupose for sure...

a deal commisions, which i wasnt able to finish them caus he asked for them almost every 2 or 3 days.. he wanted them finished almost the next day... imposible i say now... then after many sketches i stoped charging him for them.. so the next images was for "free".. in a way.. so the money i would refund would be less,.. then he wanted the money... calculating the ones i compeltely did, the sketches and the "freebies".. i owe him $100

Then, he wanted a favor.. a gift to do to someone... he told me.. those $100 worth it if you finish it in 2 days... that where when he wanted to give the present.. so i did it..

then.. he told me that i STILL owe him the money... to not argue.. and the fact that he still wnts some images to be done... he ask me to finish others.. i agreed... but recentfull now that he told me something early and then changes it...

and now he says i´m a scam etc etc etc... again. maybe i am, but not on prupose.... has many troubles in real life too... had other customers.. have to survive...

i wont tell you that this isnt my fault... but it IS my fault... and i feel sorry... but You decide what to belive...

maybe i´ll quit from drawing, now that everyonw will want their money... =3=