viernes, 22 de junio de 2012

bankruptcy

i have no money anymore...will search for a job... i will no stop drawing, but will not be the same....

BTW: theres a donate button from Payza.com (formerly alterpay) ... if you want to donate feel free to do it.. i´ll try to draw something at nights but...

thankyou and sorry...

lunes, 18 de junio de 2012

I´m CURSED!!!

Actually all my family are cursed... belive in curses or not.. we are...

FACTS:

-At family workshop: all the employes start to get sick misteriously by a misteriously illness, we though that was something on the food they buy around the place but they made their own food so all the posibilities of an intoxication was descarted. Then we though that something in the air, and again nothing, theres no other industries around in miles, and the D.F. (Mexico City) is one of the most contaminated cities so we are strong againts more contaminants than other places that are no cities. Then the last fact for this, one of the familiar of one of the employes get sick of something similar to Cancer (if my information is right) or at least is somethin serious that they needed to operate her, again wasw all of a sudden, no other simtoms and the most recent diagnosis before that she was clean. or so i heard. Others who dont get sick just stoped to come and theres no new employes who wants the job or they come to ask and never came back again.

-At Family: to my Father the clients stop to pay him and his contacts, and now hes been forced to sell someof his furniture (audio sistems first) to pay his bills, which are huge O30... and to make it worst, his car, a minivan, start to broke, the engine is failng and in no time it will die, he needs around $16000 Mexican pesos to repair it (change it new technically speaking), about $1500 USD aprox.. a bit less cause the USD price in mex is rising O30...
My Sis and Mother are always sick (headaches and or flu) and no medicine helps them
Me, a constant drowziness that make me fall asleep infront of my PC, even when i sleep "well" the last night. i admit that i have a very tiny focus hability and tend to stop at the middle of something and do other thing then back to my work.. but the drowzyness is new... I need to take some medicine to keep me wake ups and full aware of what i´m doing.

Family History: this is more, "why we belive that its a curse and not just bad luck".

from my moms family there were always a tradition of mediums and psiquic habilities that make us victims and fighters of this kind of treats, and because that we achieve as a family a "happiness" that in mexico is very  rare, most of the families at this time are fightin for the heritage of the house and money.. the dam money, but we solve those things even before the problems exist, so many people arround us, specially other family members from outside of close family hate us and envy us... cause that envy we belive they call curses over us to try to make us apart of each other and make us fight... now we think they are focusing on our money and recourses.
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Now, at the half of the next month, after all i survived here and try to understand and deal with my family i have no money again... at least not enough money ...

Im forced to search for another job (yes, i´ll never work at family´s workshop but because since ever i hated that kind of work), i´ll not stop drawing, but until i get money to pay bills, my shedule and all the works i need to finish will be slowed down again... sorry for the bad news...

Right now i´m focus on the unfinished pak, and some old commisions... and i say... any donation to help me will be welcome, cause this time will help not only me, but my family...

You choose to support me, and i keep failing, i wont blame you if you stop supporting me right now... Sorry


work in progress for a client, some details will be changed, but to show you that i´m working hard O30
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And an offer, just for the blog: (i´m very desperated) $5 USD sketches like the one in this blog entry, delivered imidiatly, until i reach the goal of this month... up to 2 characters and no background...
-for this you must add me to your MSN chat and taks directly with me through it, i´ll be on today...

                             MSN: monkeymagic100@msn.com
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